A tough few weeks

Ok OK I know I have been absolutely awful at posting lately. I swear I say this every time I post (which yes I am aware has not been very often) but I just really have had a rough few weeks. After we got back from San Diego it's like the month just took off and left me hangen by a thread. I had a secret that I was so excited to share, although it is not a secret anymore, and definitely no news I want to share but feel I am ready to talk about it now. After just 8 weeks of being pregnant Dustin and I miscarried last weekend. I was really looking forward to sharing our exciting news after our first appointment(which was scheduled to be last Tuesday) but it ended up being a follow up appointment instead. Nobody can describe the devastation you feel nor can I explain the emptiness that is inside me. Although I was not far a long we were so thrilled to be expecting from day one and cannot imagine that heartache others feel being even farther a long than we were. We are so thankful for all the wonderful and amazing family and friends that we have in our life. They have given us such wonderful support during this difficult time. So on this note I may not post for awhile. I just don't have much to talk about right now. Until then..Stay Blessed!